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I don't even know how to write how I feel currently. Everything's spinning in my head and I have no clue what I want or need anymore. Maybe I should just ask this question? If someone says they truely love you.. yet they seem to hurt you so often through dumb choices, what do you do. I don't even know what's going on anymore, I just feel so broken apart I can't even tell.

It's just a mess. I needed to write something, needed to try to get some emotion out, to try to help myself.