I'm a junior in High School, I really shouldn't complain about being so stressed now when life's just going to get harder I'd imagine. Talking with Greg helped, but.. it's still an odd thing. But today, hugging him after he told me what he'd done, well, for the first time in awhile it felt right. I really don't know what's right or wrong anymore.
I know it's wrong I hit a parked car Saturday, god that was bad. So much stress, than come home freak out OH MY GOD OH MY GOD, freak out hysterically crying.. not good.
Hopefully my parents will let me drive to CCD tonight, but I wouldn't expect them to let me. But I really hope, I need to get in the car again to improve and make sure that mistake never happens again, it was while parking anyway. I wasn't actually on the road at least, and no insurance claims filled. The whole Greg thing is so confusing, I have no clue what I want anymore. I have no clue what I want to be, if we're meant to be together, and If I love him like he loves me. I hate this, I wish love was easier to solve.
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