Since my last post, I've been so busy but at the same time so busy doing "nothing." By nothing, I mean playing guitar, listening to music, becoming obsessive over Lady GaGa's VMA Performance, looking into buying a digital grand piano.. and well.. basically putting aside homework and everything else.
First off, oh my, Lady GaGa has become like my idol, I adore her, I don't care what anyone says about her. Her outfits, well.. I wish I had her clothes, for starters I dislike pants.. and she doesn't wear pants much, works well. She killed it at the VMA's, watching the blood and her cry on stage like that, I just wish I could be like her. She worked so hard to get to where she's at.. and me? I'm too scared to try out for the bloody school musical.. been too scared since 6th grade. Maybe that's why I throw myself into playing music, it's isolation. But yeah, I look up to her, I remember looking at her quotes online.. "I don't want a Range Rover or Diamonds, I want your soul." Well, you certainly got me, I adore her. Her clothes, her performances, her attitude, I wish I could do that.. but instead I'm the girl too shy to audition for a school musical.
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